No one truly understands

I live everyday in constant pain. Every inch of me hurts from sun up to sun down. People think they can understand but they don't. Sure they have aches and pains but those go away. Mine never does. I'm sick, I have an illness that can never be cured. Yes, it can be treated but the benefits of the meds don't out weigh their negatives. I'd rather live in pain everyday of my life then live in a drugged haze like most doctors would want me to.

But no one likes to hear that I'm ill. It's about their lives and their aches and pains. It's about their desire to pretend that there is nothing wrong with anyone else. No one likes to hear that someone they care about is sick, especially when they don't appear to be ill. Not all illnesses give off an outward symptom. I was born with Fibromyalgia. I will die with it as well. My nerves are fried and can never turn off. People don't want to have to acknowledge that a person who can smile, laugh, pull 32 hour work weeks, and go to school full time, could possible be ill and not receive treatment.

I tried getting treatment. I've had the disease for so long my body can't handle the meds. I was on them, I spent one year on them and most of the time was a zombie. Because of my illness my memory is shot, I have to write a lot of things down most people would be able to remember with one try.

This illness makes me depressed, it comes and it goes and for once I wish someone would truly understand.... but no one truly understands

My level of boredom

This is my level of boredom now that my professors have moved the midterms...again

Insights...

I've been so super busy that I haven't had much in the way of getting to have insights about what's going on around me, but I have to say that with the politically super charged air around me I am glad for the most part that I'm not much involved in the world right now.

I have to say that as a woman, mormon, and conscious person that Romney has to be the worst idea for this country to date! How can this man consider himself a good person with all the lies he spews!? I mean honestly, he has to be the closest thing to letting Ron Paul any where the White House. If that man wins all women's rights will be returned to the 1900s rather then where we have progressed as of today!