I said it...

Tonight when the BF left his mum's house where I have spent the last few days for Thanksgiving, I said those three words. Words I thought I wouldn't ever be able to feel, let alone say. I cried a bit at the piece of trust I've given him, he cried out of relief that I did give it to him. I cannot believe I just handed another man a loaded gun to my heart and I am trusting that he won't use it...