So I took a bit of a hiatus this holiday. I just needed a bit of a break. School, work, and life in general just got crazy. I'm not big on the holidays. I generally get very remote and distant from nearly everyone and try to pick fights just so people will leave me alone. So this year I started early and just lost myself in school, work, and my knitting.
This new year hasn't been much better. I caught the one flu the CDC didn't expect and spent 2 weeks trapped in bed. Then I got a sinus infection and now it appears to have not gone away. Doc is running a blood test to see if it's in my blood since I've had a near constant head ache. Won't know the results until Monday, which is the same day that school starts.
I've also begun to notice that the older I get, the more short of temper I have begun to get. I don't have time for people's crap, drama, or whininess. I'm 25, fighting a debilitating disease, fighting to get through school, fighting to get into law school, and I'm trying to keep my life on track. I don't have time to pity people or feel sorry for them when many of them have a life that is far better then mine. I don't have time to hear some one complain about how broke they are when they are living with their parents rent and utility free. I'm tired of the spoiled behavior and the expectancy that they deserve more when they haven't earned it. I'm tired of seeing kids driving BMWs when they didn't pay for them. It's time for people to learn of the real world.
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